又回到澳洲无聊的生活中，似乎还没从暑假愉快的生活中脱离！！凌晨3点半我在听着曹格的“背叛”，喝着可乐，静静的度过这个宁静而又寂寞的夜晚！我想我早就已经习惯这种一个人的生活了吧。。。。。一下按错了个键，播放器打断拉“背叛”开始了“superwoman"。。。。。。突然感觉我也需要我的SUPERWOMAN，原来自己还没习惯一个人的生活。。。。。。。最近发现曹格的歌越来越好听，几乎每天都听上好几遍，就像吸毒样的上瘾........又开始写BLOG拉。。。。只是为了记录生活的点点，记录凌晨3点半的孤寂。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

life goes on, i start learning more and more about responsibilities.........i start taking serious about my life, about everything i have done or i am doing.......always care about the people around me,.....but sometimes i just realize some poeple just fake around me.......... some "friends" just fool around me.............makes me so sad.............especially in a foreign country, whenever i feel lonely, whenever i need to step up on my "friends"................can never reach them........

what da a bullshi life.....................can't stand anymore....really need a long vacation...............72 days to go.........

 master of professional accounting比我想象的要难念,刚开始4周就已经开始认真读书拉......平时都只是考试前读读就能过,估计MASTER不可能再次发生拉........课余活动都减少拉.....很长时间没有出去CLUBBING拉......除了每周固定的足球比赛,其他时间好像都用来学习拉.......生活也开始越来越无趣拉....郁闷啊........................再坚持4周就可以出去旅游拉.......期待啊........................更期待12月份的假期......

气死我拉.....气死我拉......最气的就是看见这么没用的自己..............i wanna say fuck off....................piss off......pussy ass......u piece of shit................xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 

 

 

 

突然很想带自己心爱的人回瑞士之前住的地方。。。。在山的对面有个80米的蹦极JUMP,虽然以前去跳过几次拉，但是想去体验一下和心爱的人一起跳的感觉。。。。。

finally, i decided to find a job because too much spare time and i am fuking bored........try to make some money to cove my expensive life style............it is a shame that i still ask my parents for the pocket money.......i am really looking forward to the new job.....it is gonna be a new start...............cheers...............

很久没有写BLOG,因为觉得无聊...............在澳洲生活的无趣,让我又开始写,只因为可以打发时间,但是最近确发生很多事,,,,,,让我非常郁闷.

跟朋友一起出去旅游,回来的时候居然被他妈妈骂,没有预兆,没有任何正当理由的骂而且说的话非常难听,我的朋友确没有站出来帮我解释清楚整件事,让我非常难过....回来后的几天我的心情都很低落..............不单只是因为失去了一个朋友,越来越觉得自己和国外的中国人相处不来,也不知道事自己的问题,还是其他什么...,,让我很郁闷..............刚刚心情平复一点,讨厌的事又继续在我身边发生--出去PUB,衣服口袋里的烟居然被朋友的弟弟偷了,还若无其事的在我面前抽,真想XX他. 去ATM取钱,拿了100块,机器确显示我那了130块,,,,真是"冤大头"..........更郁闷的事,一晚上都被丑女搭讪,连个看得过眼的都没有...............真想死掉算拉.!!!!!!!!!上帝啊,你是不是很忙啊,不然的话照顾一下我吧...........好想家啊,这是第一次有这么强烈的感觉,更想我的妈妈............我只想告诉妈妈我现在真的很疲惫,心很累.............不过我还在撑着,因为不想让您再次对我失望,更不想再次懦弱的逃避...........life is like this, u still have to take it and move on.............

god bless me, i passed the uni this semester............wahhahahah....only one more semester left....no more fucking university for me any more..........fuck that shit......now i am working during the summer vacation,, it is a really shit job....but not bad paid........last week, i met a nice chick...but she is 6 years older than me...i still kissed her and did something naughty, afterward, she fucking piss me off, she told me she felt guilty about her bf then walk away/// what a bullshit..........what a chick................

星期四阿姨来摩尔本看我,在一起度过了一个周末,好开心哦......给我买了好吃的,还有很多NICE STUFF....(具体就不说拉)......今天阿姨坐飞机走后,一个人在家好无聊啊,感觉越来越想家拉.....每天对着电脑,对着书,对着那些无聊的面孔,感觉快要窒息了一样,看着大家都在写SPACE打发时间,自己也开始写了起来,但是都不知道说什么,总之就是无聊......在SPACE上写着这些狗屁东西,每天重复着同样的事....SAME SHIT DIFFERENT DAY.....................人生真没意义,不过继续活下去应该会有很多有趣的事发生.............牢骚发完拉,闪......GOOD NIGHT

look through your life, people have come and gone, you have totally no idea someone is watching you. look through mine, life seems so workless, whatever i am doing doesn't mean too much for myself and i wonder why i still do it, especially these days. And then i met you. Thinking about you makes me appreciate being alive. you don't know how happy you have made me feel. i wanna trust you; i wanna be with you; i wanna share everything with you but i know it is too shelfish for me to ask you the same thing. we won't even might to be together. actually, i am a tough guy but not in front of relationships. i am scared to get much closer to you and tell you everything coz i am afraid that probably you are gonna run away.....then i am gonna lose you forever......good luck my girl, may you be happy and healthy, i am always right here waiting......................

i should say god bless me.....i spent only one night to finish 3000 words assignment and hand it in the last minute..............did not sleep for 24hours...but i am still awake.....so surprise.....sometimes, i am a tough guy.....hahahahhahahahahah.................getting older without sleep....anyway, hope i can get a good grade for this assignment.......time to go home.....time to sleep....and time to dream about the hottest chicks in the world....wahahahahahahah

a lot of shits happen to me these days, computer crashedespecially the first time i failed a presentation coz my teammates mark me down....i did all my job but they failed me...that was not fair at all...........thought they were cool guys but such ass...............ruin my mid-autumn day..................fucking~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~hell~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

anyway, happy mid-autumn day to all my friends...........mum, i miss you................

no one can help me, need to step up myself for those fuck up assignments..........kind of happy today..coz i just finished one which requires 3000words........after dinner, already working on another one......still got anther two in my bag.......they ruin my social life here......can not drink, can not go out,, can not pimp around.................what da hell

thank god, finally i have done the last assignment before the lecture break which is coming in 1 week, i can totally cheer up now and start clubing every night, get drunk and pick up chicks.....Tres bien, c'est la vie.....but after that, i am gonna be fucked up coz there are still 4 big reports rushing to me.......anyway i am gonna enjoy my life first, fuck those reports, don't give a shit any more..............................